Let Me Wake You Up

Let me wake you up

In your bed, still warm with dreams

Let me wake you up

For not everything is what it seems

Let me wake you up

Eventhough you're very sleepy
Let me wake you up
Now welcome into reality


All my love, silverweed.

Triangle Love

There is this boy. Not just a boy, but my best friends boyfriend. They have been together for almost three years, and, he's flirting with me. I've got a weak spot for dark boys, and he is definitely the sweetest milk chocolate I've ever seen. He's flirting with a lot of girls obviously (who wouldn't after being with the same girl for like ever), but I just know he thinks I'm hot. He has literally said that to me when he was drunk a few weeks ago. He likes my ass. Aww, that sounds really perverse, but he said it in a sexy way. Of course I am very, very careful. My friend would kill me if she found out. Well, we've never kissed or done anything like that, and I am not into him. I like the attention, though. Everyone notices the sexual tension between us. Even his friends who are not that close to him, ask me if I am his girlfriend. When we go to a club with some friends, he likes to dance with me. So when his girlfriend goes to the bathroom, he secretly starts touching me. And I enjoy it. This is not normal, am I right? He has been doing this for over the past few months, but it is increasing. I'm afraid that maybe, when we're both wasted/high/turned on/whatever, we might sleep with each other. Or go further than what's acceptable. Sometimes I'm bitching at him, for fun, when he's with his girlfriend. Not because I don't want him to be with her, but because I don't want my friend to get suspicious. I know they love eachother to death and he would never ever cheat on her. Still, I'm cautious. You never know...

Silverweed