Triangle Love

There is this boy. Not just a boy, but my best friends boyfriend. They have been together for almost three years, and, he's flirting with me. I've got a weak spot for dark boys, and he is definitely the sweetest milk chocolate I've ever seen. He's flirting with a lot of girls obviously (who wouldn't after being with the same girl for like ever), but I just know he thinks I'm hot. He has literally said that to me when he was drunk a few weeks ago. He likes my ass. Aww, that sounds really perverse, but he said it in a sexy way. Of course I am very, very careful. My friend would kill me if she found out. Well, we've never kissed or done anything like that, and I am not into him. I like the attention, though. Everyone notices the sexual tension between us. Even his friends who are not that close to him, ask me if I am his girlfriend. When we go to a club with some friends, he likes to dance with me. So when his girlfriend goes to the bathroom, he secretly starts touching me. And I enjoy it. This is not normal, am I right? He has been doing this for over the past few months, but it is increasing. I'm afraid that maybe, when we're both wasted/high/turned on/whatever, we might sleep with each other. Or go further than what's acceptable. Sometimes I'm bitching at him, for fun, when he's with his girlfriend. Not because I don't want him to be with her, but because I don't want my friend to get suspicious. I know they love eachother to death and he would never ever cheat on her. Still, I'm cautious. You never know...

Silverweed