Monday, 5 December 2011

On My Knees Baby

Right now, I am annoyed. With everything. I am bitching on my mother, don't feel like doing anything at all and I am really tired. 99% PMS. But I got a B+ for my geography test. Yeeeaaaaah.
That makes my irritations a bit bearable. Still I don't understand why the heck I feel like this. My life is easy. No big decisions to make, no interesting stories to tell.


And I want a boyfriend.
I've been single for the last few ages, and now, approaching 2012, I realise this has to come to an end. I am not ugly, not stupid, not dull but still not beloved. How's that possible?? I may sound a bit arrogant here, but I need to know why guys are not interested in me. I'm not blonde, I don't have killer boobs or legs to my neck and I don't have doll eyes. But why oh why are the only guys interested in me covered with acne or already with a girl (see my other post: 'Triangle Love')?
Is it true that ugly girls fall in love really often? Then I must be really ugly...
Or is it true that pretty girls stay single a really long time, because they have high standards?
I. Don't. Know.


Confused by Thoughts

“I know that you believe you understand what you think I said, but I'm not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant.”


Just to give an indication of how I' m feeling right now.
silverweed.